i'm my own april's fool

when was the last time you played an april's fool joke on someone?

i can't quite remember.. but as far as i could recall, it should be when i was in secondary school and/or junior college.. and if you ask me why, i would probably say..

those were the only times when i was carefree enough to have an april's fool mood..


when was the last time i ran and had to complete it?

i guessed this had to be those 2.4km or compulsory running during PE lessons..

suddenly i remember those times i made a last dash for the finishing point..


i am at this point in time, trying to reach the finishing point.. i ran and fell and got up and limped and walked and tried to run again and.. .. .. but i didn't feel myself dashing.. i'm not sure how happy or relieved or satisfied i will be when i'm at that finishing point.. i just know that i'm not dashing and don't want to.. yet i want to reach there feeling accomplished.. so how? i had already tripped a few times and i'm getting more and more dehydrated..

i feel like a fool, and for today, an april's fool, in this dumm fyp race..


luv,
ms ang dumm dumm