i like the autonomy

for the past few weeks, i felt tied down.. not that i do not like the idea, but i guess it's a new responsibility and it has kinda overwhelmed me for a while.. but mw has been really sweet and i think this new phase has kinda brought us closer to each other..

and today, he makes me really happy.. when we chit-chatted over tea, i was reminded of the autonomy he gave me to do whatever i want.. he said nz or not, i can go ny as long as i don't touch the WS.. hee.. *happy* thank you for making my day! when i'm happy at the start of the day, i will be happy for the rest of the day.. and because you made me happy, i think happy, i am happy.. happiness is a cascade of events (so is sadness/anger, thus, be careful with your emotions!)

actually, i wanted to go ny badly because it was a promise i made to darren and i din really want to break it.. but previously, i kinda backed out cos of the mismatch of mw's leave and darren's holidays.. besides, mw doesn't wanna go ny again.. and the whole idea of ny was left behind with a almost-broken promise.. but i guess now, i can still go ny for a few days? juz scare that the few days spent at ny is not worth the $ because the air ticket will be expensive and comparatively, an expensive ticket for a few days of holidays is certainly not worth it.. scully, spending 5 days in ny is the same price as spending 25 days in europe! haha.. but i guess, i will still give it a try and see if this holiday with eley and darren will work out.. and hopefully, mw and i will get to travel nz as well.. haiz.. $ is the determining factor.. grrr..

let's hope money fall from the sky.. =)

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm