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it's less than 3 months to my wedding.. busy, yes, i am..
it's second week into practicum.. stressed, yes, i am..

i think there are really a lot of things that i have not done.. maybe i should really do them soon.. i'm not worried, i'm just anxious, i think.. i dunno.. an incident today juz make me realise once again how friends are so important but important friends are not around..

i don't think i'm a loner..
and i think i have enough friends..
i think they all care for me..
but i dunno why, sometimes,
they are just not there for me..

maybe i think too much,
maybe i'm too sensitive..
maybe i want too much,
maybe i don't dare to ask..
maybe i should just be positive..

yes, that's it.. i should just be positive.. i don't know what got into me tonight.. i think i have PMS..

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i wish i'm seeing wendy, sandy, melissa, shiqian in school everyday.. i wish i have better colleagues in school.. i'm not saying that the teachers are not nice.. they are nice.. but somehow, it's just so obvious that they are not the ones i want to spend my days with.. do u know how much time one can spend at the workplace.. it's SUPER long time.. let's see how a 24h day will work out in my possible life..

5 hours of sleep: (12.30am to 5.30am)
1 hour of wash-up: (5.30am to 6.30am)
1/2 hour of travel: (6.30am to 7.00am)
10 hours of work: (7.00am to 5.00pm) [assume i actually leave sch @ 5]
1/2 hour of travel: (5.00pm to 5.30pm)
3 hours of personal time: (5.30pm to 8.30pm)
4 hours of mw time: (8.30pm to 12.30am) [assume mw actually comes home @ 8.30]

see where the bulk of my time goes? can i have one of u at my workplace? or someone like u? boo..

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actually, i'm not tat gloomy, really.. mw & i went to buy lightings for the house today.. paid deposit for $755 worth of lamps and thats not all.. still got kitchen lights, two bedroom lights and one small light to buy.. but i'm happy with my retail therapy today.. a different kind of retail experience, but sure, it was good therapy.. yup..

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this is a ... post cos it's pretty random..

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luv,
ms ang dumm dumm