why

why do people laugh when a baby is born?
why do people cry when someone dies?
why are birth and death natural phenomena yet
only birth are embraced and death are dreaded?

must everyone die in the end?
when will this end be?
what if this end is near?
how do the sick cope?
how do the living survive?

i don't know.
i'm scared.
i don't want.
i'm sad.

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

p.s. today wendy bought me meiji black choc wafer.. delicious! and very sweet of her..