i feel like a princess

the wedding date has been fixed but i haven't got the chance to tell many of my friends about it yet.. i have so many so many friends and so many of them are so important to me.. but i hardly meet up with them, either i did not have the time, or they are not free to meet me.. it's ironic how my colleagues, whom i know for less than half a year, know more about what has happened to me during the past six months than my dearest friends, whom some i have known for more than 6 years.. it always takes 2 hands to clap.. it must be all my fault.. =(

anyway, i think the more important a person is to you, the more this person will hurt you with his/her apathy over the most important issue of your life.. sometimes, i think i am very sensitive.. and i do not confront friends with issues like this.. i guess it's not nice.. maybe i am not a worthy enough friend to deserve care and concern.. who knows, the problem may lies with me..

to one of my dearest friends: thank you for telling me that it's ok, that i do not have to worry so much, that u will be happy for me.. u mean a lot to me and i'm glad that u didn't say any negative comments about my decision.. it's amazing how your comments still mean so much to me like in those jc days.. and i just want to thank you for making me feel good about myself and my decision.. ya..

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

p.s. to my dear dear: thank you for making me feel like a princess by doing all the errands for me.. i believe for the next six months or so, we will be very busy very stressed but probably very happy too.. so pls pardon my erratic mood swings and unreasonable temper at times k? i love u dear.. 和你在一起快要四年了。。。 这段日子里有不少欢喜，也不少风雨。。。 但你都尽量让我当你最可爱的公主， 你最疼爱的宝贝， 你最亲爱的 dear dear。。。我感觉好幸福哦。。。 如果让我重新选择，我还是会要和你在一起。。。 你在我心里的地位是不会因为时间或地点而改变的。。。 dear dear 我好爱你，也会爱你一辈子。。。

慧鑫