i am

i am a worrier,
although i believe that things will somewhat fall in place naturally..

i am a crybaby,
i think i inherited this behavioural trait from my grandma..

i am a lucky girl,
because i am still falling in love with you, every day..

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

i love my 爷爷

爷爷疼我，爱我，宠我，
被宠坏的我是个野蛮的女孩。
可是爷爷还是疼我，爱我，宠我，
不管我有多野蛮，多坏蛋， 多蛮不讲理。

爱我不难也不易，
需要很多的包容，关怀与爱惜。
当你像爷爷那样的珍惜我时，
我将会是这世界上最幸福的女孩。

谢谢爷爷的爱，
谢谢你的爱。
我好爱爷爷，
我也好爱你。

慧鑫

Romancing NILE

hee.. realized that many people around me are breaking up and getting together in NILE.. not sure if it's a good sign or a bad one but i guess NILE is certainly an ideal place to find a partner..

people always look for life partner in uni.. sometimes, we found it, sometimes, we don't.. but NILE is a good place to do so because it is probably easier to find someone who shares the same passion in teaching and learning as u.. and come on, people in NILE 不可能坏到哪里去 since they are all teachers-to-be..

hopefully everyone can find their right one somehow.. it's blissfully sweet to be in a romancing world.. hee.. =)

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

thank u, u are my everything

i had a very bad experience and a very expensive lesson today..

it always hurt when i lose something.. i always feel the pinch.. and today, i juz lost some $ because of my dummness & carelessness.. but i guess i don't feel so sad anymore.. i was stunned and upset when i realized it.. and to u, i cried.. but u didn't scold me.. instead u made me feel better.. and now, i remember a story..


"Dear, i need to rush off to work, can u put back my medicine back into the cabinet?" said a husband to his wife. Picking up his briefcase and he was out of the house. The wife who was busy washing the dishes decided to put the medicine away later. However, she forgot about it after the dishes was done.

Hours later, her three-year-old boy went into the kitchen and saw the bottle of coloured pills. Thinking that it was candies, he opened the bottle and swallowed one pill after another. Within five minutes, half the bottle of pills was gone.

By the time the mother found her child, the boy was already very sick. At the hospital, the doctor pronounced the boy dead. The mother was crying bitterly when the father arrived. Her carelessness had caused the death of her child. She was overwhelmed with sorrow and guilt and did know how to face her husband. Anyone would be able to imagine how angry the father would be. But her husband hugged her and said, "It's okay, my dear."


i have rewritten the story but the storyline is there.. and i have cried the first time when i read the story.. but i think it's a good story to illustrate how powerful kind words or actions can be.. and u have done it to me today..

when i lose something, i will feel upset and cry and i would be ok after a while..
if i lose you, i will feel upset and cry and i would never be ok again..

i can't lose u.. i need u.. i love u..
you are my everything..
thank you for loving me..

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm
*blissfully happy*

i love to work

LIKE REAL!!! Grrrrrr..

e-learning week is over.. i think i play too much during the e-learning week, happily and naively thinking that it was school holidays.. *sigh* workload has already started piling on top of me and i'm feeling a bit suffocating now.. *sigh* *sigh* so many assignments, so many projects, so many this and that.. psle is coming.. i worry for px and worry for ww.. hdb is like a loanshark, keep arranging appointments to make us pay $.. tuition fee loan is like a vacuum cleaner, sucking dry my $.. sep loan is waiting to prey onto me too.. grrrrrr.. why $ doesn't fall from the sky?!? i think i'm a lousy person right now.. poor and dumm.. i think i might not end up in the US afterall.. what a broken promise to dar & eley.. grrrrrr.. i feel like s**t! boo.. time management, money management, stress management!!! grrrrrr.. =(

if i have to work in my dream too, i think i will go crazy.. grrrrrr..
if i can hug u to sleep everyday, i think i will be very happy.. heeeeee..

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

我一点也不温和

我一点也不温和 ..
我很凶很凶 ..
你怕吗 ?
你会爱我吗 ?
你会疼我吗 ?

慧鑫

three times your salary

will you buy your gf a ring that is 3x your salary?
do you want to receive a ring that is 3x your bf's salary?

i think it's crazy.. but juz another penny worth of thoughts..

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

thank u for remembering

thank u dearest friends for remembering..
waimun
ying (& rene)
siewlee
wendy
yingli
fang [thank u girl for the very pretty bag! hee..]
june
yujie
yao
darren
lit

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm

Happy Teachers' Day!

Happy Teachers' Day to Mrs Noordin, Mrs Ng, all other teachers i know and all students teachers like me.. =)

when we were back at our jc yesterday, the teachers were very happy.. and..

Mrs Ng said, "Oh, I remember there are five guys who will always sit in row behind.. Sit must sit together, move also move together.. I call them the 5 musketeers! *looking at the names on the box of Ferrero Rocher* Hmmm, alvin, daniel tong, shing hym, bernard.. and who is the last one? *think really hard, scan the names really hard, june & i exchange glances and whisper "darren"* aiya, darren la!"

haha.. that was funny.. and while mrs noordin could remember every single one of us, mrs ng could only vaguely recall a few.. oh well.. i used to be very afraid of mrs ng, because she was very fierce.. but there was once during my ed psy class, i was asked to recall a teacher who gave me a bad experience and a teacher who had a positive influence on my life.. while i can remember many nice incidences, i could not remember any bad ones.. so, the one i shared was..

"When I was in JC, I did not do well in Biology as I had when I was in secondary school.. Keep getting 'D's and 'E's does not help me at all especially because I want to do Medicine in university.. Then this teacher came to class one day and asked us to do a reflection on why we are not doing well in Biology.. I wrote about all my disappointment and fear but when the reflection slip came back to me, it was full of encouragement and confidence in me from her.. I guess this is one of the reasons why I score an 'A' in the end and now, I am a Life Science graduate and Biology teacher-to-be.."

"You must take good care of her. She is one of my best students."

"Mrs Ng, the fan is not working. We feel very hot!"

"心静自然凉 ..."

luv,
ms ang dumm dumm